"The times picking up so you and I best grab hold now while we still can." - My personal quote

So I told my mom & step father I didn't want to go back to the states...

Result = Disownment

I gave my mother the good news that I failing passed the short ASVAB and that I take the long one on the 7th and that I'd be aiming to take photojournalism once I got into the military.

You'd think such news would at least give her some kind of comfort that I'm NOT "fucking up my life" like she seems to think I'm doing by being over here in Malchenberg, Germany and living with Damion and his family.

You would also think if his mother says that I'm like part of the family then when he gets a call that something is up he'd tell me. Not say "it doesn't concern you" telling someone that right after they are finally considered part of the family makes a person feel like they aren't part of the family.

Teeth are starting to clench and claws are starting to dig into the ground. Writers block on a much needed story doesn't help either, nor does a camera that will take pictures but they refuse to convert so that the computer can read them.

"The times are getting screwy and people are starting to falter, now is the time as artists we take our stand and give the fallen something to believe in again."